15 Facts- You're tagged!

Rules :
1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!!

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1. I always have headache anytime.
2. I like to daydreaming when im alone.
3. I like to seek attention.
4. Im always silly minded.
5. I enjoy singing which i cant put the feeling sometime
6. I like to chat with my kai mui which is pei yee
7. I always get anxious easily when encountering new stuff
8. I like to train my martial skills for self-defense ( NO HARM for innocent)
9. I don't like people that are racism and selfish.
10. I always want to be good to prove my weakness is not true (which nobody knows)
11. I ocassionally will suffer inner pain and cramps. (Wonder whats wrong with me)
12. I hate sarcastic people as they are lame
13. I do not like people that don respect to others especially our MORAL teacher (Screw Her)
14. I like to design stuff and objects sometime for a break from study.
15. I see things in the other way because theres a unspoken secret.

I will now tag :
Pei Yee
Wai Hoong
Kien Lam
Ai Teng
Michelle

And everyone that reads this post within 24 hours of this being posted. Enjoy!

The Suffering

For so long, i have been suffered to this curse.Perhaps this curse will stick with me forever. But lately i feel that my headache occur more often and i got a bad feeling about this. i dunno what can i do with this. There more symptoms happened around which show signs. These signs have give me a force to push me up to do something. the suffering may continue but it may end soon. before its over, i should do something which i desired so. but before the suffering end, i hope i wont bring any pain to anyone. But for those people who dislike me, i hope they dont get too happy either......because u all are bastards...................

To My Kai Mui

Here is a song which is modified from Chan Mali Chan haha because it caught my interest =)!
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Di mana dia, kawan baik saya?
Kawan baik saya ada di tepi saya,
Di mana dia, adik comel saya?
Adik comel saya yang pakai baju biru.

Chan mali chan, chan mali chan,
Chan mali chan, ketipung paying

Kalaulah jemu, hendaklah keluar,
Singgahlah cari saya berlapang
Carilah peluang, jangan ditangguh,
Terlambat nanti kita menyesal.

Chan mali chan, chan mali chan,
Chan mali chan, ketipung payung

Akar menjalar, pucuk bertemu,
Setinggi galah, setinggi pohonnya,
Jika kamu IT berjaya,
Saya akanlah berasa bangga.

Chan mali chan, chan mali chan,
Chan mali chan, ketipung payung

Kalaulah ikan sama sungai ,
Makalah renang bersama menikmat ,
Kalaulah kita memang berjodoh,
Suka Duka dikongsi sama.

Chan mali chan, chan mali chan,
Chan mali chan, ketipung payung.

Although it sucks >.<, hahaha just get the meaning from what i written there hehe.
Hope my kai mui always be happy and healthy ^_^!

Meaningful Life - 1

This is perhaps the 1st meaningful post. Finally we get to have our class to take the photos which I have waited for a long time. Although it have been dragged for so long, the memories we shared is invaluable. Even thou, there is still so unfortunate events happened. I was happy to see our class have enjoyed the photo taking session. After that the choir practice is still quite a sucess without the pathetic person around. It was quite nice and harmony but I get to sing high which made my throat uncomfortable haha. After that, I went back home and online as usual. Then, i notice at my kai mui friendster. She posted the name kai gor and stated that she like to chat with me hahahahahaha. I really touched and appreciated that she do so T_T. Perhaps my way of thoughts was wrong and I should change myself to think in a better way... Thanks a lot kai mui, I sayang you hahaha..........................................By the way, more inner pains again!Oh God, please remove this curses from me which have been sticking with me for so long.........haiz...

The impossible

Ridiclous why would i think so? urgh my head........thinking what should i do, keep myself stuck in a decision which is a waste of time. Maybe i should just give up everything since i failed so much. my wrist, leg and body................ what happen?these things just keep impale me from doing one. maybe it does exist....but............i do not know what more i can do.............but the time is ticking away.....every second..........ervery minute...........every hour.............every day............every week..............every month..............every year.............every decade...........every century...........im just disguise myself in order to approach her maybe. but this does not seem right..... maybe shes just treat me as a friend afterward after for so long ........ i really never think theres a better people to replace her .................even so, it may not be as perfect as her............... oh .................you gonna drive me crazy ..................!!!! haiz............

i am finished...am i?

Wondering all the past..............it seem that i going to be finished soon if i cant continue to persist. Having trouble getting help to support me, im the only left to take over the burden. my dream is no longer come truth since im weak. What will going to be happen after im finish......i just cant imagine the future changes.....even with my sight, i don not think that this is the beginning of the suffering.. By now, it is a must for me to push things up even if it is beyond my power until last minute.............thinking alone once again, am i really finish or is there anyone who would like to help me? It may be too impudent sometime but ..............i really love her so much.......what should i do? oh please God, please give me ur light of guidance.......................