Apologizes

Sorry i couldnt do much better,
For a loser that dont have the power,
The shattered will of mine,
Drop me out of the vision.

Sorry i couldnt hold much stronger,
For a guy that don't have the strength,
Its weakness exposed,
Can be fatal and bring death to him.

One that need to be forgiven,
Is someone that have the right way,
Follow the path of righteous,
The justice will guide you the way.

One that need to be helped,
Should be those who must have the mind,
To forge a path of great future,
Shall it be the way to go.

Sorry i couldnt do much,
To liften your burden of hardship,
What i have tried hard,
Perhaps is just a illusion to you,

Do you care or do you mind,
The answer i seek is just that far,
Oh forgive me because im pathetic,
Thinking a change could be good.

But it is wrong to do so,
The rights i take is not right,
Sorry that i mustn't ask,
For the life that u live.

The mind that i shouldnt have,
It is sorry to continue that,
Maybe i wasnt suppose to be here,
Is it not that what you wanted?

I know that things shldnt be happening,
But its too late to apologize,
Asking for another chance,
Do i even deserve it?

The Choir McD Outing

Have a fun day today =) hehehe quite satisfying. Before we went to the outing in Desa Jaya, me, Michael, Wai Hoong and Kien Lam went to the cyber cafe. CoD4!! Call of Duty hahaha Played with Michael brother and his friends included Doomweaver (in WoW) which was already there. Bang of guns and Headshots could be seen... it was quite a thrill...Not to left out the wow battleground haha.... Then we went to the McD outlet. I guess we were the first to arrive there... Woah...okay one by one the choir members came and our advisor teacher, Miss Low. hehe With those loads of burgers and cokes, not to forget fries... we had it finish lolz Mr flurrry eeesssskkk!
Oh more flashs NOOOOO! too many crazy snapper around =='' Lucky i was not the target =P
And then we sang two song which is Chan Mali Chan and LenggangKangkong!!! Unexpected those children in the outlet clapped for us even they are celebrating someone birthday !! HEHE thanks alot =P Kinda fun still, we had our group picture together as a team! CHOIR =) tThis is what we are a singing group....Well I dont wanna be the guy i guess =.='' since Wai Hoong keep got himself killed @_@ LOLZ!!!! Hahha stay tuned hehehe

Firegrass

Searing plant of a kind
The new thoughts borned
Curious by mankind

Mistook for their intention
Misuse for its potential
Stunned its growth

Crazed for its power
Used for destruction
Bring misfortunes

End with a forbidden
Left into darkness
Stand without water

Burning itself
Looking for light
Grasp for its soul

The new land
Reigned with greens
Hidden and unseen

Triumph of evil
Shall it avoid
To change its past

Filled with cuts and ashes
It will remain
Until the day it withered

Firegrass lived
By camouflage
For another day

To prove its existence
Not to be a slave
For the damnation

I'm Tagged! (Again!)

1. The last person to tag you are?
Michael

2. Your relationship with them?
Friend of mine

3. Your 5 impression towards them?
Kind,helpful,friendly,cheerful,playful

4. The most memorable thing that they have ever done for you?
Not really.....perhaps is the things we done together with the choir =)

5. The most memorable words that they have say to you?
Im not an asshole?

6. If they become your lovers you will..
Impossible -_- unless im homo plox

7. If they become your enemies, you will..
Do not want it to happen

8. If they become your lovers, they have to improve on..
(Cancel this part since im not gay *CHEER*)

9. If they become your enemies, the reason is..
Maybe he have hurt someone i loved

10. The most desirable things to do for them is..
Might help him to improve his Bm, help him pass

11. Overall impression towards them is..
Good,no comments,a good friend

12. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
"Hes an asshole, show off......, are u out of your mind,GILA!?''

13. The character for you for yourself is?
Helpful

14. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
Jerk-off?

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
To be a normal person

16. For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them.
I really appreciate what you have give me the most, as im always being left out, thank you for being the most understanding and sharing person to me which is my kai mui. =) im really touched......

17. Ten people to tag.
- Sissy Chien Wen
- Cute Jaclyn
- Handsome Man Andrew
- Lively Ee Shan
- Professor Smart Kah Kuin
- Dearest kai mui,Pei Yee
- Little Huan Yik
- Cheeky Eugene
- Taekwando Guy Kien Lam
- Wudo Guy Wai Hoong

18. Who is number 2 having a relationship with? [Cute Jaclyn]
Ask her she haven reveal yet.....a guy in.... *Censored*

19. Is 3 a male of a female? [Handsome Man Andrew]
Well, hes a male from Portugal i guess

20. If number 2 and 9 got together, would that be a good thing? [2-Cute Jaclyn/ 9- Taekwando Guy Kien Lam]
Well, i would love to see how they work out

21. How about 1 and 4? [1-Sissy Chien Wen / 4-Lively Ee Shan]
It can be the worst nightmare because of number 1

22. What is number 6 studying about? [Dearest kai mui, Pei Yee]
Shes in IT hahaha, a smart girl =), not to forget comel hehe

23. When was the last time you had a chat with them?
Chien Wen,Jaclyn,Andrew, Ee Shan, Kah Kuin, kai mui, Huan Yik, Eugene, Kien Lam, Wai Hoong.....hahaha quite often perhaps

24. Is number 4 single? [Lively Ee Shan]
I think readers must not know too much haha....shes a virgin anyway =P

25. Say something about number 2. [Cute Jaclyn]
Shes kinda adorable and funny, hahaha =), a friendly girl

Struggle

Cry could be heard but what can be done. In this helpless world, we could only watch other to bleed meanwhile we are suffering. Is the limit of the human minimize? Still, i did not take this theory to be seen in the world. The Lord of the underworld have eyes everywhere which he put its trap and deranged. Human, pathetic insects could only just run and scream through the way. What is more even shes one of my closest, my kai mui. i know even how hard i tried to help, i couldnt make much difference. What is more, my soul is slowly incinerated by the hell fires. This shows perhaps thats how stupid to be a good guy rather than the old me, which was instucted by it cause chaos and destuctions. Maybe disobeying its orders is not a good idea at first. The Suffering is always here, my curse could not be removed anymore. i noe my time is nearly up. With the urges of evil lurks around me, i could only see the valley of bones in front of me. i must say i have to do everything before it come and took me away. Traffic time still fear me as that will be my fate of the future...........sleeping on the road.............